I never wanted to be an actor
'I never wanted to be an actor'
Pakistan's renowned actor and director Adnan Malik seems to want to see more and more of his fans on the screen, but actors prefer to perform at least.
Adnan Malik revealed via his Instagram post why he doesn't do much acting.
Adnan Malik has acted in the successful drama 'Sadqay Tumhare' of 'Hum TV', in which he played the lead role with Mahira Khan. According to the actor, he started to fear.
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“Whenever I go, people would ask the question, 'Why don't I look at acting now?' By the way, I am so thankful that people love me so much and love me so much but sometimes I feel dissatisfied, I can't describe how I feel about acting. '
According to Adnan Malik, "I never wanted to be an actor. I had no agenda. When I was 20, I didn't know why everyone thought I should be acting. At that time, I was all attractive and the best way. I looked like a talker but inside I felt sad and incomplete and unimportant, I was so ashamed. '
Remember that 'Sadqy Tumhare' was the first drama of Adnan Malik, whose story was written by Khalil-ur-Rehman Qamar.
Referring to the play, he said, "What I do not understand about acting is that when the director does the cuts, he should leave that role, but I did not do it. Took home with me, slowly became disillusioned, I don't know where I started and where it ended. '
Adnan Malik further wrote, "There came a time when I was very scared and this quality increased in front of the camera. My training has been that I always looked perfect, so I could not fail. It was, so I used to look and push the best, I shot a scene more than 30 times, maybe I did not perform well, maybe there was a fight inside myself.
According to the actor, "It all became so overwhelming to me that I suddenly lost a lot of weight, waking up all night, thinking that my performance would be good, distancing myself from every friend and every relationship. I'm ashamed. But I needed help. '
"After shooting the drama, I decided to go to the therapist and this was the only positive decision I made for myself, it was the beginning of my journey, where I got my real personality," Adnan Malik wrote.
The actor said, "Sadqay tumhare” has been passed since 5 years and then I have been coming to the therapist, my journey was excellent, for which I am very thankful, I learned from this drama. How to be satisfied with it, I no longer try to be perfect and that is why I work on minimal projects. '
According to Adnan Malik, "I want to do more acting, learn, but those projects should be something I like, their purpose is to impress me".
It should be noted that Adnan Malik has also acted in a film called 'Kidd' besides 'Sadqay Tumhare' which proved successful.